I am back to feeling out of control. As much as I have spent a ton of time trying to hide it, I am stuck feeling horrible.

I am done. I hate this. I hate everything. I am feeling frustrated now even about what I do which is something that I only question when I am feeling particularly terrible.

Men make me miserable and confused. I am feeling terrible about my career choice again because I am not working. Gah! I hate everything right now so badly.