I am trying to do my goal setting at work right now. It has been a little bit weird, as I am not used to doing "goal-setting" in this manner. At my old firm, we had a very outlined process. We all hated it, and thought it was stupid, but we knew exactly what we needed to do. Here, there is not so much of a formal process, which I guess was to be expected.

C and I had a fight last night. Well, not exactly a fight, more like I got pissed off at him. And he actually agreed that I had a right to be pissed off at him, which is pretty rare. And he apologized to me which is even more rare. When it was happening, I was really thinking, he hasn't changed one bit. He is still the same ass that he was when we were together. But him apologizing shows that maybe he has changed a little bit after all, which honestly, is a little bit scary to me. I have a hard time believing that he might have changed at all.

After all, he's C. And C is very deliberately stuck in his ways.

I have a lot more to say, but I am kind of stuck right now, thinking about things, so I will try and update tomorrow again.