I spent the day studying. The whole day. I was a good girl, and I got the first lecture and homework questions done for the BEC exam sections. I am proud of myself.

Maybe I am beginning to really get better. Maybe life without meds is a good thing. I am not sure why that is, in fact, I am shocked. But I am seeing my doctor again in two weeks, so maybe he and I can talk some things out and try and figure out how to possibly be consistently on meds and have my life rolling the way that I want it to. I am working really hard to bring my life back into perspective.

Studying was a big deal. I am so so proud of myself for getting through a day of studying which was a major goal for me.

I had a goals meeting with my manager this week, and CPA was the biggest thing on my goals list. It is the most important thing that I want to accomplish this year. Pass the exam. My career has been very important to me for a long time, pretty much ever since I became an accounting major, being partner has been my goal. And being a CPA is obviously a big deal, since I cannot even become a manager without it!

So I am busting my ass from here on in.