I have not updated this in a week or something.

I think that is because I am beginning to even out. I am beginning to stabilize, which is weird to me, as it has been months of instability. That's good, of course. But it is still strange.

Something strange has happened over the last few weeks. Someone very very important from my past has resurfaced. An ex, C, has reappeared, wanting to start over. Start slowly... I am very afraid, as he has already broken me once.