I spent the night at C's again. I am starting to feel discouraged about M, and so I am using C to feel better and more self confident. He definitely does help with that, as he seems to be very physically into me, which I definitely enjoy.

If he wouldn't talk about other women around me, I might actually think he liked me beyond the sex. But of course, he does, all the time, and it bugs me. And I am pretty sure he knows it and that is why he does it. That is pretty typical of C, I suppose.

So back to M. He had been paying a lot of attention to me for a while there. And he still does, but I am far less certain about him being into me or not now. I am just not sure how to take him. I want him to like me, because I definitely like him. But of course, I am too chicken to approach him to just find out. Especially after Becca told me that she had suspicions of him being with someone during Alice, when he wasn't, just that he is a natural flirt. So it makes me wonder a little bit more if he is interested or just flirtatious. I guess I just have to wait and see what continues to happen.

There has been some talk of us both auditioning for You're a Good Man Charlie Brown this spring. That could be it...